作词 : Katie Stump/Davin Kingston

作曲 : Katie Stump/Davin Kingston

You'd never know

I was fighting for my life eight months ago

I shut the door and covered the windows

'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes

I couldn't even go outside for so, so long

And you couldn't tell

But the inside of my head was a living hell

I tried my best explaining how it felt

But nobody ever understood

Doctor said that everything looks good

So I blamed myself

I don't think I'd ever been so lonely

Didn't know if I would make it out

The dead of the winter of my life

In the middle of the summertime

And it still haunts me now

But you'd never know

That it took me months to step outside alone

'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home

Past the spot where it all went dark

It's like a movie flashing back in parts

That cuts deep and slow

(Ohh)

I don't think I'd ever been so lonely

Didn't know if I would make it out

The dead of the winter of my life

In the middle of the summertime

And it still haunts me now

Everyone said

You look fine from the outside

But in my mind I was upside down and screaming

What the hell is wrong with me? (Oh-oh-oh)

Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin

Now I pray to forget 'cause I'm still here screaming

What the hell is wrong with me?

You'd never know

Oh, you'd never know, no, no