Self-destructive tendencies

That I have are killing me slowly

But that’s fine

I like the way it feels

Yeah, I, I like the way it feels

When I think that I’m leaving

And I hurt myself to prove that I’m human

Where did I go wrong this time?

If I don’t wake up

I’m better off

I’ll finally catch up on my sleep

I’ve been so lost

3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me

If I don’t wake up

I’m better off

I’ll finally catch up on my sleep

I’ve been so lost

3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me

Tell me I won’t be this way forever

I can’t do this for much longer

Does anyone give a ****?

I don’t think that’s the case

I wanna be anywhere else but here

Lately it’s been getting hard to feel

But I’m getting used to it

If I don’t wake up

I’m better off

I’ll finally catch up on my sleep

I’ve been so lost

3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me

If I don’t wake up

I’m better off

I’ll finally catch up on my sleep

I’ve been so lost

3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me