I was traumatized

And I was traumatized

Once I realized you were gone

Life flies by

Like a blink of an eye

And I hear your voice

In my dreams when I sleep at night

And I cry when I wake

Knowing you're not by my side

But at least I can see you in my dreams

An alternate reality of your being

And I can not see

Or dream of you not with me

You were my best friend

The only one in my family who got me

And I just wanna say Im sorry

For all the things I did and being angry

And I wish I could go back it haunts me

But just know that I will love you eternally

And I just wanna say Im sorry

For all the things I did and being angry

And I wish I could go back it haunts me

But just know that I will love you eternally

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And I just want you to know

That I'm sorry and I always loved you

And day by day I wish I could go back

To tell you the things I always wanted to

I miss your hugs, your love, your support

I'll never forget you

I love you