作词 : Katie Stump

作曲 : Katie Stump

The steps outside of my apartment

The aisles in the back of Target

I don't feel safe anywhere anymore

Thanks to you

My sense of self is so self-conscious

I'm pretty sure that's what you wanted

I'm just a shell of who I was before

What you put me through

It doesn't matter that I fought my way out

I guess you're just a part of me now

I hate that you made me ****ing fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I wish that I could be a little stronger

Power through the pain a little longer

Right on time I fall apart like clockwork

Crying out in public like a kid

I hate that you made me like this

I'm canceling on all my best friends

I'm gaining weight and losing confidence

Four sizes bigger than I was before

Thanks to you

To say that you destroyed my twenties

Is the understatement of the century

'Cause you shut me down, eighteen months

Drew the blinds in my room

I hate that you made me ****ing fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I wish that I could be a little stronger

Power through the pain a little longer

Right on time I fall apart like clockwork

Crying out in public like a kid

I hate that you made me like this

I hate you that made me like this

I hate that you made me so

Terrified of panicking everywhere that I go

Overthinking everything, scared to be alone

You still ruin everything, you're with me everywhere I go

Leave me alone

I hate that you made me ****ing fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I hate that you made me like this